Sunday, August 9, 2009

Friendships Lost

I know i never update for very long...
didnt know what to write, dunno whats happening around me...
so yeah
i think im kinda clear now...

Many things has been lost...i lost 1 of my friend..
i dunno if i will ever get back the friendship,
my days werent that well as i had a fucking project to do and took me 2 weeks to finish it...

seriously sucks... the pressure, bcuz imma guy who doesnt like to be in a pressure situation and take things easily...
thats why i dont study alot...i dont wanna feel the stress
my only stress reliever is my gym



How to know if someone is thinking about you?
its hard right?? If only people had some powers to find out the truth
and other things...


Life is getting meaningless day by day
whatever i do it turns up bad...
I thought i did it because i was showing concern, but it become a mislead information and turns out to be a bad thing.

Sucks aint it??

Meeting someone isnt an easy thing for me already now
i dunno what to talk, i dunno if im talking properly or not as well
im not sure if i should continue talking or just leave it
i scared to make friends right now


What if my close friends leave me next time in the future?
Will it happen to me??
Why the world cant just end right now
And let the other generation take the place
If the world doesnt change, must i change myself to suit the world?
Initiating things led me all sorts of things
I dont wish to be part of it anymore
Pouring out feelings issit a good thing?
Or just keeping them inside and pretend to smile like its really nice out there?

Someone guide me through this never ending path of mine

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