I wish that i was a normal person. I wish that i will be treated the same. I do not know if its too much to ask? You see your past, but the past you see isnt the past im seeing Its your own past. Its not wrong, I just wish that this things did not happen Why cant i just stop thinking about all this things? Is it too hard for me? Or am i just not realising the reality.
This aint bringing me anywhere Even though i was just a short term person but i feel the pain most why is that?
Does avoiding a person heals? Or just makes it worse?
Would you rather talk or just dont look?
Why am i thinking about so many complicated things in my age Future holds better or worse things for people. Im not sure for me I just wanna let go everything and move somewhere far far away If only i can wipe out all my memories and start from scratch
Writing this things always useless you know why? Do people even care what i think and what i do and what i feel? I dont think so
Im just wasting my time in this planet I really dont want to think about things but its really hard
Why do some people move on fast while some people do not? Issit because the people moved on fast never really loved the person like the other person did?
I just need a friend right now I do not need a lover nor a person who just listens but do nothing about it