Monday, June 29, 2009

Misses...

To A,

Its been awhile since i saw you,
i have been missing a part of mine which i really cant find
I miss your laughters and your smile.
You make me feel warm when you hold me tight
You give me the hope that i will not be alone
I miss poking your dimples
I miss having you around

We could have solved this any other way; just wish it didnt turn out the way it did. I wish I could have done something to stop this from happening. I really feel empty without you. Wish I could turn back time and do everything again, just seeing you happy when you're with me

Every day i would wake up hoping to see you again, every night i hope to hold you in my arms
You were the one who understood me how i felt
You make me smile whenever i see your message

I miss those times we spend time together and crapping around.
I miss your voice, everytime you would sing and make me feel like im an important person
This is not we had planned for, i just hope everything will be alright again in the near future.



"Maybe you wouldnt expecting this message and wouldnt wanna hear this,
I miss you A"

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8:00 PM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Break Ups

This is wat you have been waiting for...
and now you get your wish..
even if u feel bad for breaking up..
i feel bad for not getting u back..
i dunno how to face the world...
i dunno how to continue with my daily stuff
when you're not around i dunno how am i suppose to manage alone..
You were the one i had always
now ur juz leaving me alone...
in this lonely world..
i really feel like dying off..
but it aint right..
i know i gotta stand up in my 2 feets...
i gotta do something abt this...
But i dunno what to do..
I feel like giving up on everything
I thought it was suppose to be WE and not I
but you wanted to be yourself rather than thinking of US
You are the special someone i had...
Now i really dunno
Good Bye

- left @
11:27 PM

jumping over the barrier

Acceptance is very important right?
Mistakes always happen right?
Does mistakes make the love grow stronger?
I have a wall to break through
Obstacles
I have to find some kind of tactics to solve this things
All the guys in the world i understand your pain
Relax, Pray for it to end soon and be happy again

- left @
7:15 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

hiding

Somedays i feel for you
Sometimes i do not know what you're thinking
The words, the actions going crazy
I feel like we are in a distant world
Come closer
I will never correct you
I hope its for the better

- left @
2:04 AM

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Cycle

Today had fun cycling with alyssa at pasir ris park...
we rode for 2 hrs...
im sure she learn how to ride properly already,
im sure now she got the confidence to ride a bicycle already!
GOOD JOB ALYSSA!
I had an awesome time with my alyssa,
very fun and tiring day of cause..lol

- left @
10:17 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009

Day 'N' Nite

man i love the song from kid cudi,
damn nice lol!
but i love simple plan song as well!!
it has alot of meaning to it...
everyone shld learn from tat kind of lyrics lol!
sometimes songs with alot of meanings are the one will move everyone.
Anyway the first week of my holiday was kinda boring n all, nth much to do..
juz went to gym n get pumping...
i love the sound of the weights clashing tgt...it makes me seem that im having a good body work out.

Hopefully i will be stronger den before...
anyway hope nxt week will be a better week for me...!!!
yay!
and oh yeh i gotta do my bloody ProE proj...

- left @
9:59 PM

Monday, June 8, 2009

The Night With You

Today had my first common test paper,
it was pretty okay....i hope can do well hahahaha
after that went to meet alyssa, went to LOT 1 at CCK
we did some window shopping, actually wanted to buy some stuff from cotton on...but the singlet alyssa was talking didnt sell in Lot 1's cotton on,
so didnt buy anything...but bought alot of food products lol!
we ate alot of the junk foods...
den keep wasting time with her lol!
pretty cool day with her!
=)



Im like blank sheet of paper, you coloured my life with all the love and joy, i love you.

- left @
10:39 PM

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Be Strong

My friend this post is for you,
people always go through hardships and yours is the worse a person can ever experience.
Everyone will think its a joke when they talk about it before it ever happens, but i know its not.
Even i got experienced it before, i feel extremely sorry for you, but my word sorry doesnt help you much as well.
I had this kind of things before but it was in a young age, i didnt know between good and bad, love and hate, happiness and sorrow and life and death.
But for you is different. You must understand this things as your old enough to think and you're matured man.
I know its not easy to carry on with your daily life, but remember you still have your friends to be in your side no matter what.

Now you got to be responsible and matured.
Im sure you will be, Do not get stress over this matters as it may just make it worse for you in terms of your studies and other activities.
So take care my friend don't stress over things.
I will be there for you.



Anyway today went out with alyssa to vivo to buy a shirt from new urban male, and she bought some stuffs... then we went to mustafa at little india to show her around mustafa as she nvr been there, so yeap showed her some stuffs there then went to eat an indian resturant..
After that we went to bugis to get some things in bugis street and went to watch night at the musuem 2....
it was funny...!! but i felt that it was quite short leh the movie..but it was alright..
so yeap after that went back..!!
tmr must study for my common test papers already no more fooling around...!!
take care folks! good luck for common test!

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10:27 PM